What is Food?

Food is the best thing in this world!!! Food can make you smile. It awakens all your feelings; the feeling of hunger, despair, anger, fulfillment, joy, satisfaction, etc...

Food is my refugee whenever I'm... actually in all cases, i live to eat not eat to live...

It is amazing to think about the excitement i get whenever it's time for my lunch break. i keep looking at the time until it hits 12. and here you'll find me, up to my feet and off i go to the kitchen. I am never surprised in what i have in my lunch box. I already know! I know what my lunch is and what my fruits are and the quantity also is in my head. One fruit before lunch, then lunch, then two fruits after lunch.

I'm sure I'm not the only one in this world who lives to eat. On my way back from office, i would be picturing in my head what it feels good to eat when i reach home. And often, what i have in mind is something so tempting like pizza, pasta, fries... Oh wait, i think the only type of food that makes me so happy are carbohydrates. see? something new i learn about myself. Oh what food can do to me. I can picture a million way to enjoy my food and to have the best meal ever. My meals are always welcomed.

Come to think about it, i have never refused or skipped any meal. i have never said no for an outing that involved food. Amazing!

what's next to do? i think once i stop lazing around and stop using my oh-I'm-so-tired-mom excuse, then maybe i will actually learn to cook the food i like.

if i dwell more on this topic, i think i might go to the fridge again and soak my head inside it. But no, i will not do that because i know how it will end: feeling guilty inside and wishing i haven't done it. because you know, i have a demon who tracks my acts. It's someone i meet every morning and makes me stop breathing once i touch it. It's the SCALE!!!!

I wish i was one of those people who eat their guts out and still look fabulous. I am fabulous, but not if i let myself eat as much as i crave for... Funny, how life's unfairness is more irritating in particular topics rather than all of them.

Anyways, this will never change my loyalty to food. in a matter of fact, i might include having a fettucini alfredo with chicken and a glass of wine on my grave when i write my will. What if i get hungry while waiting for the worms to eat me? Always plan ahead. You never know...